Dear Person I Hate
I want to start off by explaining why I hate you. I hate you for constantly breaking my heart, and for doing it carelessly. I hate you for hurting my mind and my body, for making me an addict to so many bad things, for killing pieces of me I’ll never get back. I hate you for all the sleepless nights, all the nightmares and all the tears. And I hate you because I am supposed to love you.
I want to finish, by saying I’m sorry. I’m sorry I couldn’t control you and handle you. I’m sorry I wasn’t strong enough to stop you, to keep you away. I’m sorry I still can’t help you or change you. But most of all, I’m sorry for not loving you, for constantly breaking your heart, carelessly, for hurting your mind and your body, for the addictions you got and the pieces you lost, for the sleepless nights and all the nightmares.
Sorry for being you.
I hate you, because you’re me.